ROAD 2 RECOVERY

I am officially smoke free for two days!! YEA!! I must admit, I never imagined that it would be this difficult. And I almost failed... For real! I'm currently in the process of moving. Yeseterday I was off work, so I began the day early. I woke up and felt GREAT! I haven't gotten up feeling like that in years. I honestly think it had something to do with my habit. Anyway, I went through the day stressing and wanting to smoke soooo bad . But somehow I resisted the urge!! Today, I ALMOST LOST IT!!! OMG! First, one of my couches refuses to fit through my front door, then the Uhaul came out to be more expensive than I thought, then my stupid car wants to shut off everytime I put my foot on the brake. Now, the car usually stays on if I put my a/c on, but it wouldn't stay on AT ALL!! I really, really, really can not express how BAD i wanted it. I'm honestly surprised at myself for not surrendering to nicotine's power. Then, all of a sudden, it seemed like everything began to work out. After the unyeilding urge to smoke passed, it made everything better. Seriously, my car all of a sudden stopped acting up ( antifreeze was low), the couch still isn't in the house, but I'm not really worried about it. I think that was Satan trying me. Luckily, my cravings are getting a little better to handle. I'm going to really try hard not to smoke again. Please pray for me. Day 2 of recovery.